Get me back on a plane to Waiheke Island stat.

The atmosphere of your early twenties has your head moving in so many directions.

Add the craving to answer the question, “Who am I?”

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and you end up wanting to leave the house to see the world.

However, the thought of doing it alone?

Kinda scary, TBH.

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Soooo many things could go wrong.

“, “What do I even pack?”

and “Where the HECK am I going?”.

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Regardless, I knew that I needed to do this.

If not for me, then for my curious inner child.

In this moment, I took the time to ground myself and take it all in.

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The overwhelming sense that I was just a tiny grain of sand in a big world.

It was exhilarating being 192m from the ground.

The panic turned to feeling invincible.

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The refreshing drink after a long day was helpful.

My mind was convinced that people were staring as I dined with an empty seat across from me.

The discomfort was soothed by the scrumptious versions of chef Michael Meredith’s home favourites.

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My solo adventure was joined by a tour guide and a visiting couple from New Caledonia.

In that time, no one really tells you how to cope with the loneliness.

Or at least, I did.

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See you again very soon!

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