No wonder so many of us are miserable!"
I am a reading interventionist for third and fourth grade at a public elementary school.
I also teach whole-group math for a third-grade class whose primary teacher has only ever taught kindergarten.

My husbands salary as a middle-school science teacher in the same district is just about the same as mine.
Our rent is about $400 weekly, or $1600 monthly, for our two-bedroom apartment.
We typically spend around $150 on groceries.

My husband and I pool both our incomes into one shared lump.
We take each of our paychecks and combine them.
I get paid bi-weekly, and my husband gets a monthly paycheck.

My husband and I both work jobs that we enjoy, have great hours, and pay well.
That is a blessing in itself.
Another blessing that I am amazingly thankful for is that I was my paternal grandparents only grandchild.

My grandfather worked at PBS for years.
He was an incredible man.
I aim to get eight to eight-and-a-half hours of sleep each night.

I need to be up at 6 a.m. every day for work.
My husband started dating in November 2018 and married in the summer of 2023!
Second, neither of us is perfect, but were perfect for each other.

I came home crying nearly every day.
I spent the whole weekend panicking about having to go back to school.
I have been overweight most of my life.

Being overweight has been a huge issue in all aspects of my life.
There were periods when I lost some weight, but I always regained it.
My husband is about half my weight.

I’m an only child; my parents were 41 and 39 when I was born.
My mom has already had a few health scares.
My parents are incredibly supportive.

My in-laws are awesome, too.
Secondly, the future is uncertain.
No wonder so many of us are miserable!

We havent been prioritized at all.
How can we expect to give our all to a world that hasnt given much to us?
What world will even be left for us in the coming years?

First and foremost, very few jobs pay a livable wage that someone can stay at for decades.
Does that job give you solid benefits and time off?
Is that job comfortable enough that you aren’t miserable?

Also, will your pay increase even as inflation and the cost of living increase?
But thats also what drives me to serve my students as best I can.
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